I no longer sleep through the night. I am awake several times during the night. At most I’ll sleep 2 full hours before waking up. Most of the time I sleep for an hour or an hour and a half. If I’m not tired, I might wash some dishes or rearrange furniture, anything to get through the night. Oddly enough after that I’ll have a cup of coffee and then go right to sleep.
I’ve been having some extremely vivid dreams. Occasionally I have a dream where I am looking for my way back home, not this apartment, but to the farm or to the home I was raised in. The majority of my dreams are seeing and interacting with my deceased parents and others are with my Joyce. The dreams are so real when I wake up, it takes me a minute to realize they are all gone and I am here.
Enough of the back story, now I need to get to the reason for this post. As I had written earlier I am up several times a night. I use the time in the middle of the night to go out and empty my trash and check my mail.
Last night I was out at the dumpster and the mailbox. It only takes me 5 minutes to complete the tasks. I came back into the apartment and there was a woman standing in my living room. She was beautiful and yet strangely different. I told her I didn’t know why she was here and I didn’t care and she should leave the way she came in. I walked on down the hallway and into my bedroom, then shut the door. I turned around and she was standing in my bedroom. That made me feel concerned about what was happening? My next thought was I’m still in a dream or I’m insane and neither seemed pleasant.
I wasn’t sure what I should do. I asked her why she was here. She replied, “I’m here to help you Bill.”
That was when my dream ended, or was it a real event? I don’t know, do you believe in spirits that show up in your time of need? Was it a dream or did it happen? I’m not sure. What do you think?
“Help me”? “Help me what?” “Am I dying and you’re here to guide me on my way?”
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