70 years ago this month I was living comfortably in
Colorado Springs inside a nice warm and comfortable womb, freshly conceived by
my mother and father and without a care in the world. My father however was
training for artillery duty which led him away from mom and on to England and
then into Germany.
60 years ago I was in the fourth grade, being herded
about by a nun whose name escapes me. Looking back on my grade-school days, I
feel like they were all frustrated women for reasons I will never know for
sure. One thing I do know and remember, they liked the girls and barely
tolerated the boys in class. One event in particular I remember I was in
competition for the spelling bee. The class was whittled down to me and one of
the girls. The nun selected words for us to spell. The girl was getting words
like ‘look’ ‘run’ ‘see’ while I was getting words like ‘navigation’ and ‘antidisestablishmentarianism’
and as you may guess I lost the competition in class and she lost her first
competition at the next level.
50 years ago I was in Hawaii, training on navigational
and radio equipment compliments of my Uncle Sam. Duty was light, with weekends
off for snorkeling in the clear warm waters surrounding us there. There was a
lot to enjoy there, if one had money to spend, which I did not, but bus rides
were half-dollar and a bunk overnight at the army recreation center on the
beach was another half-dollar, so I didn’t feel totally deprived.
40 years ago I was living in Missouri, experiencing my
first real winter in years. I had an old Dodge truck with a giant Hemi engine
that was so heavy it left the back end so light that it was useless in any
slick situation. That year we had a lot of slick situations.
30 years ago I was living large in California with a
fancy town house, heated pool and Jacuzzi, living on drinks mixed with Kahlua
and cream and making regular trips to Las Vegas. I was making money in the
booming stock market and things were looking up for us.
20 years ago this month we were settled in here on the
farm raising calves, sheep, goats and chickens, along with keeping an
acre-sized garden.
10 years ago I was working my tail off, trying to hold on
to a job and support us during a rough time. Things have a habit of changing.
Today we are into our first snow storm of the season,
listening to Ella Fitzgerald’s album “Wishing You a Swinging Christmas” while
decorating our Christmas trees. Outside my window the Black Angus cows across
the road have their backs and necks piling up with snow as they graze along
apparently hardly aware of how cold it is outside. There are still a lot of
leaves on the elm trees, making them look more like Christmas trees than elms.
I am hoping that they don’t start dropping branches as the snow continues to
stick to them, adding ever more weight to their brittle branches.
10 years from now I have no idea where I might be or if I
will even know who I am or where I am.
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